The world is against me today...

So, I've told you guys about my diet...well that was SUPPOSED to start today, so I thought.

So I committed well, kinda. I went to the store last night bought all the goods I need to successfully begin my new eating-yay me! Then I put my lunch together...a damn good one too. For breakfast I prepared 4 hard boiled eggs whites (which I did het to eat and found that only two did the trick), some yummy strawberry and honey Greek yogurt with a handful of berries. For lunch I packed some pickles (mmmmm) smoked salmon, a huge spinach salad full or robust bell peppers, onions and cucumber with some delicious yogurt ranch that only has 45 calories per serving!  (I can eat as many vegetables as I want...and protein) and an apple. Sounds like a good lunch right? I wouldn't know because I left the damn thing at home.

I tell ya, there is nothing like the moment you realize you left your lunch that you so carefully prepared and so desperately wanted to eat and you're all the way to work. What was I gonna do...go back? No way! Although M did offer to bring it to me...how precious is he!

On top of forgetting my freakin food (meaning I can't start the diet today because I have to eat certain things by certain times) I get to work and realize, after realizing I forgot my lunch, how tired I am. Which led to notice how I had extra time and I could have gotten the cup of coffee I wanted but cant have while on The diet!!!! Ahhhhh.

So now of course, I'm sitting here listening to the baby sleep thinking how perfect this time would be to chow down...I'm not even hungry but I need food! I just want to be snuggled in be right now.

Good day to the rest of yas.

Oops, I missed a couple.

Welcome back! I haven't had time to write these last few day because I've been a busy little B! Really I've been lazy and when I feel energized enough I can't lift my arms enough to type because you'll never believe this...I've been at the gym everyday since Sunday! I'll be the first to say it "FINALLY!" I know its crazy, 3 days in a row! Yup, I'm one of the many lazy sacks of potato that eats to much and does too little. But I'm also not doing it anymore. I'm getting...HA, I'm actually gonna say it, OLD too fast to just think that my weight problems are going to go away. Don't get me wrong...I'm not morbid or huge but I could use a little love from the gym. I promised myself that I would do something to get in shape and so far its been good. I've been working out, then going home to binge eating...Uhh what? "So how is that going to help?" I'm loading calories for my new DIET. Starting tomorrow I will be doing the 17 Day Diet created by Dr. Mike Moreno. If only it were as easy as it sounds. It's actually a total of 68 days depending on your progress (4 different 17 day cycles) I promise its not one of those fad diets where you loose weight and blow up like a buffalo 2 weeks later. Thanks to my best friend Gabrielles aunt I have found a diet that I hope to work for me. So I'll be documenting my progress daily: writing it down, taking photos (to be revealed after my success-of course) and being honest for those of you who need some inspiration...or a good laugh.

Anyhoo, today is possibly the most beautiful day we will see in Washington State until April. I would love to be using my new toy (new DSLR camera from M) but I'm stuck here...being a nanny trapped like a prisoner. I'll get a glimps of the sun and drive off into the sunset during my evening commute.

I don't know if I can last these last two hours....

Until next time,
B